thank you! :D

I don't really like it when people classify me as 'emo'. Like, WTF are you saying? In an emo-scale, I'm like a negative 100 or sumfhin. Seriously. WTF? Also when people call me 'punk'. That's more decent than emo, but still. No label for me. Oh, and it doesn't mean that if you wear the goddamn eyeliner, you're goddamn emu. D:

I don't like people calling themselves perfect. Nobody's perfect. ( Don't even start bullshit saying you're 'nobody'. ) I don't think you have the right to call yourself perfect, because you're not. There's no perfect, if there's no imperfect. Who started this bullshit? [:

I don't like racism, or discrimination. Don't go effing around me saying, "Yo nigger" to a dark person. Really. That's just evil. So, so evil. I hate that kind of people. Don't you know how the person will feel if you start discriminating him/her? Or, if you only care about yourself, would you be alright being called a 'racist'. A demonic racist. I am also against sexual-discrimination. LGBTs are people too'. People have what? Rights. They're people too', so why treat them like dirt? I am a fan of Harvey Milk. ( First openly gay elected official. He fought for  gay rights. ) We can't help it if a boy likes a boy, or a girl likes a girl. It's nature. What if a girl was born with more testosterone than estrogen? What can she do? Or, what if a boy was born with more estrogen than testosterone? See. Just look at it, try to understand.

“All young people, regardless of sexual orientation or identity, deserve a safe and supportive environment in which to achieve their full potential.”

I don't like people telling me what to do. SERIOUSLY. I have a brain, and I know HOW TO USE IT. Thank youu.

It's almost 8 in the morning. It's May 07. Only a bit 'til school starts again. Friggin' evil institution. Only a few weeks until my adviser'll eff up about my bangs. C'mon, at least I don't have a piercing. ;@; FTW. It's just hair, plus, it's MINE, goddamnit.

It's so hard to pretend. (x.x;;)

My eyes they do see.
I don't breathe the way I used to.
My lips they don't sing.
I won't be the way I was on that night.

I'll lay awake and I'll watch the stars as they collide. c:

** christofer you so cute ♥

hm goddamnit. eff up girls. p:

As I've said before. I'm working on an extended about me, right? (;

Hey. My name is Katrina ( kah-tree-nuh or ka-tri-nah ). Nice to meet you. I'm going to try and do my best to describe my personality. Even though it's pretty hard. I'm a Filipino citizen, living in the Philippines. I'm not sure, but I think I have a little Malay blood or something. D: Sorry. I can speak English, Filipino.. and a bit of Japanese. I'm straight. o.o;

I don't like bullshit. (; I'm not pathetically insecure, neither do I need you to compliment me 24/7. But, I do like hearing it and I appreciate it. But, if you just can't handle anything without your bullshit-y complaints about me, then tell me, personally. But, I won't change for you. No, I won't. Just tell me if you have a problem with me so I can delete you from my friends list. It's a little stupid for you to still be hanging out there if you hate me so much, don't you think?

I don’t think you'll ever understand me, but don't judge, just try and understand. I’m really a happy person, but I have a split-personality ( no, not schizo, hun ). But, you won’t ever see that other side of me. I have trust issues. I’m very complex. Difficult. Multifaceted. I can assure you, that if you attempt to break down my barriers, your head will hurt. But, when you successfully break it down – headaches will be gone. This is really just my personality, and I don’t think I’ll ever change. Though, it has a lot of negative aspects in it, I’ve never really had complaints about it before, and I won’t lie about who I am. I won’t change. So, you generally have two options. Take it, or leave it.

I prefer to spend my life alone rather than with someone or everybody. It takes too much effort and work on my side. And, being the lazy person that I am, I don't like that. Whenever I like someone, I turn into this super-high standard girl and become disappointed. Never mind that. I'm highly jealous and regardless if we're together, or not - I will want all of your attention. But, there will be times when I don't even want to talk to you, and there will also be times when you're all I want. Then again, I'll never survive a relationship, because I'm much too selfish and greedy. I'm not really a cold-hearted girl, so don't assume I'm an asshole. Because, I'm not. (: -- But, then again, I'm emotionally cold at times. I don't really like giving out my personal information over the internet, but sometimes people give me theirs. Strange, really.

I'm one of those people who you need to put effort in when you talk to. I don't know how to break the ice. Only because, almost everything I tell you is hard to understand.

Every time you think you are getting closer to me, in reality, you're just further than you were before.

I have to say I am a little odd. I strive for abnormalities. I am quite, proudly, peculiar. “Normal” never existed. I color my own world. I don't really understand why people spread bullshit about me; I haven't done anything wrong though. But, they enjoy their gossip, so who cares?

I don’t put up with people I don’t like, and I don’t put up with people who don’t like me. ( But, why wouldn’t you like me? )

I don’t like people touching my shoulders, or my hands for that matter. I don’t like people touching me, period. (Which is a little of a contradiction, because I must say, I do quite a bit of touching) I have to solve the mystery why I dislike physical intimacy. But, my number one pet peeve is when people feel the urge to touch my hair. Just don’t do it. It’s just hair. But, if you feel you can’t live without touching it, ask first. Especially when it’s styled or I’m wearing a headband. It’s programmed that way. And it’ll take hours to put it back again.

For some particular reason, people tend to get close or rather, attached, to me. I find it a tad bit strange because.. err. Actually, it is strange, period. Especially when, err, like, when I'm walking around with someone, and s/he's following me, it agitates me. Really.

Sometimes, I want someone to be with me, or, I can be 'sweet', but sometimes ( oftentimes, lol ), I'm the complete opposite. If you can’t understand why I do that, or you don’t understand me, don’t pretend that you do, because it’ll be hard for you when it backfires. You really have to understand, that sometimes, I need to be alone and sometimes I don’t want people near me. It’s a little oxymoronic, because I love meeting new people and I like making friends. I have a thing with not telling people what I don't like about them, and there is usually ALWAYS something I dislike about an individual… I usually don't tell them what I dislike because I don't want them to change; it's just a little thing they do that bothers me. They change. I don’t want that. Because it seems like I’m so manipulative. I don’t like that.

I have to say though that everyone has their own insecurities. But, I get irritated with people who constantly tell themselves they are ‘ugly’. I mean, I don’t want to say you’re so pretty or handsome 24/7 hoping to give you blind comfort. Don’t expect people to love you, if you don’t even love yourself.

I’m a little straightforward when it comes to discussions about – anything, really. Some people think it’s being ‘harsh’, but, if the bluntness of my statement bothers you, I’d have to say you’re a little ‘stupid’. Why ask me if you’ll just be ‘sad’ because you thought I was being harsh. I’m clearing up this issue now. Okay?

I really dislike people who complain about EVERYTHING. When it can be changed, they should just do something about it instead of ranting about it.

 This weird negativity is seriously bringing me down, down, down.

I like starting sentences with "I". 

UPDATE LATERR.

I miss you :c

I'm guilty, but I'm safe for one more day.

Boo - I hate this. I can't stand it. Your present -toot- is so much better than your future -toot-. Booooo! Sayang. Nakahain na nga siya kahapon. Stupid pride. Nagtitinginan pa kame kahapon. Naghihintay ng mangyayari. Baket ko pa kai - er, nevermind. Gah! You're there na. My ego is just too damn big to admit it. Admit na I DID SOMETHING WRONG. Something na - can change my life? Ugh. No. I was supposed to be enjoying my summer because - FREEDOM. No assignments and the like. But, whaaaaat?! Ang emo ko na. Darn you. You're making me emo. Ehhhh - kasi naman eh! *rants* Mah. I'll leave na.

Oyeah. Thanks to PIGLET for my arbor-ed G-TEC ♥ Ayan. I belong na rin. Ahahahaha. :]]

Do you know where you are? Or, whose page you're at?

If you don't, come here bby. Shut up, and listen. <3

Call me Kat[ hy ]. ♥ Got that? <33

I was born on the 15th of November. My sign is Scorpio. :' D

I'm currently [ GOING TO BE ] a sophomore in Statefields School Inc.

I live inside your pocket - no, inside a cookie. <3

Asian, from the Philippines. :' O

I'm really just a person with big dreams.

I'm friendly BUT choosy. Sry, bby. <//3

I reply to ALMOST everyone in Friendster. :' 3 [ If I don't reply to you; SRY bby. I dislike youuu. <//3 ]

I'm random, and mean. But, I'm usually nice.

I'm generally a very happy person. :' D

I'm childish- they say. *rolls eyes*

I swear - one of my worst habits. ;w;

I love God. I love my friends- and family. Nah. Ahaha- kidding.

I like cute, furries. Cats, puppies, pandas, and chipmunks. <3

I don't like cockroaches - EEEW. ;o;.

And, that's me. Feel free to ask me anything. :']

OL accounts : add up. ;'D

Friendster

- - Updated. ;'D

Multiply

- - Using Guestbook and Photo features only. Add and talk. :]

Gaia

- - Usually ON. :'D

Blog  -- You ish right here. ;'D

Plurk

- - Semi-updated :'||

I'm so bad.

If only stupid people are the ones capable of LOVE, then I guess, I'm stupid.

愚かな人々私は推測するだけの場合は、愛の有能なものをクリックし、私は愚かなんだ。

如果只有愚蠢的人是那些有能力的愛，然後我想，我太愚蠢了。

Maaan. I'll miss my classmates.

I'm glad that I'm now friends with Marron and Ortiz, two people I never dreamed of becoming friends with. Haha. They're too.. Ruggedy? Or something, IDK. Hahaaa.

We had our presentation in Ibong Adarna today, and I guess, it's okay. It's our first time doing a complicated play, so cut us some slack. Pero, siguro di naisip ng second year yun no? Fine, so, hindi kami KASING GALING NIYO. Kasi, ang lumalabas sa nangyari, FEELING NIYO ANG GALING NIYO. Perfect ba yung presentation niyo? Angasan at yabangan niyo kami kung ubod ng ganda, na parang PROFESSIONAL-MADE yung presentation niyo. Pwede ba? Wala lang. Trip ko lang isulat. : D

MAHAHAHA. SHEIT. Sige. Good bye. : )

Haha. :]]

So galiiiing ko. :]]

Kwento: 

Today, when we were about to go back to our classroom to continue our sched, their section was outside. I was hoping to find Meagan, to get my band, but found him instead. He was pretty durn dull. Boring. I think, I'm nagsasawa na. Maa~ I don't want Reg as my number one na. I still want 'her'. LOL. I think he's gay. OMFG.

He called the attention of the person I was with. Ang sakit. ;_;

 I'm so madaldal. Kanina, during assembly, Ms April was telling our HS students to show the FIRST YEAR (lagi naman eh), how to move out quietly. And guess who the last section to move out? Us. Duuurn. I-E was much more noisier than I-C. I think she's nagtatanim ng galit with our batch. Haha. Don't know. I probably shouldn't care either.

I'm so hooked with this blogging stuff, and I'm actually making a comeback/re-restart at my deviant account. I managed to upload my deviant id tonight, hoping to find some more pictures lying around to submit. I'm actually working on a sketch. It's a princess of love who's sleeping. I think the anatomy is wrong, but who cares? I'm a farking amateur. See my deviant id:

See? It sucks. I was trying to make the one with the film-strips thingy, but, I couldn't do it. Durn noob-skeelz at photoshop. I seriously need to master photoshop. With everything, editing, background-ing, pen-ing, d.coloring, etc.Cut me some slack, I was bored.

I promised that I'll be more active during the summer. I'll upload more deviantations, promise.

y a k u s o k u ~ ^ 3 ^

約束〜 ^ 3 ^

I'm tired, sleepy, and hungry. Didn't eat dinner.~

Maaa~ iHUNGRY. Give me pocky sticks. Strawberry and chocolates. ;__-

-- k a t h y ™ ♥

Meeh. Stargazing wasn't muuuch fun. It was pretty much a waste of time, and I died. I'm hyper from 5am to 9.30pm. But, 9.31pm, I'm pretty much considered useless. I have my hype && un-hype hours. Follow if you may.

~ Wooah, I get tired na pala? Since when? Lol.

- - - - O T H E R . T O P I C

I commuted today. From school to our house. Larah was with me though. I swear to God, I dun wanna commute if I have a lot of bags. Ugh.

[ n p = |click| ]

No, no, no, noo. Lol.

I was semi-following/stalking .#.09. Haha. They ate at the second table after ours a while ago (breakfast). Cute. Black shirt~ :3

My gosh. I'm bored nooow. I gotta go.

KTHXBAI~ :3 DBLK?